Sometimes I think...But then I don't know!

Sometimes...I think you re the one and that if it happens, we would really last... and I break into a smile…
But then I hear you laughing and the girl right next to you is smiling too…
Our eyes meet for a split second and I see a glint in there that makes me want to be with you till you're eighty...
But then you turn around and fix your hair, talking about the most fleeting fad this season...

Sometimes when I look away filled with thoughts, I think you read my mind...
But then you look around...like you're lost and settle down back to the video game you were playing…
Sometimes looking for something… you pause to find it casually lying on my desk and you borrow it with a mumble...
I struggle to find the right words to take it back from you…only to see you absent-mindedly pass it on to someone else…

Sometimes...I want you to think that I am the best girl you ever met in this life...
But then I want you to know that maybe someday even this won't be enough...!
Sometimes...I want to be chosen over the most important thing in your life...
But then maybe someday when you do that...I would weep coz after all, there was a choice to make...!
Sometimes... I want you to see my imperfections and look beyond them like nothings different...
But then maybe someday I would expect you to convince me of your lie that there really is nothing different...

Sometimes I want to believe that you know that a lot can be said in the most subtle ways...
But then I dont know if they would be enough to sustain us through the walk...
Sometimes I want to believe that you would the day the water tastes sweeter, that somethings changed...
But then I dont know if you would know what to do when you realize...

Sometimes I think we see the same things when we walk the same road...
But then I dont know if you're also wondering where does this road lead?
Sometimes I think we're two different people sitting silent at two opposite ends of the long table...
But then I dont know if this is the silence we've been craving for from our chaotic lives...

Sometimes I think...
But then I dont know...

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"Another turning point;a fork stuck in the road.Time grabs you by the wrist ; directs you where to go...

It's something unpredictablebut in the end it's right.I hope you had the time of your life!"